Saturday, August 30, 2008

dadih

hari ini....bangun2..tgk sume org x de kat umah..

papa anta my lil bro for tuition.

mama pegi mid valley utk uruskan hal die sket...

pegi dapur..x ade ape2..huaa

ade epal je..potong n mkn..

hurm..slongkar2 dapur..

susu..ade..srbuk agar2 ade..coffeemate ade..

yes!!~

lpas basuh & sidai semua baju...

aku decide utk masak dadih..my favourite..yummy~~



before


after


trcapai gak hajat utk mkn dadih ni...

Friday, August 29, 2008

all the best

my dear little sister...rose linda will be sitting for her major exam, PMR this year..

(this photo was taken at her school, mrsm kuala klawang)

i know you can do it, linda..
i pray for your succes..

all the best for u..

lots of love..from your sister..






Wednesday, August 27, 2008

i am happy

i am happy.

u dont have to read the next line if u dont want to.. really.

this entry is a crap. i repeat, A CRAP. don't say that i didn't warn u.

hmph. for u, at least. but not for me.

i just need to let this out, somehow, u know what i mean?

i need to let this go.

.CONTENT.

that is what i'm feeling.


im in my own space, doing my own real stuff, eat and sleep and pray, study..watching movies. but, for one thing, i felt like im disconnected from people.REAL people i mean. not here, virtually.


it's not that i'm scared or anything.. i have no idea.

it's a comfort, really.


keeping myself safe and sound here, closed and confined.

i don't get out much. i don't play, i don't stroll around..like i used to.


i go to the mall, yes. but just to get my food stuff, that's all.


i go to the cafe/koop, yes. but to grab a slurpie and go.


i touch my phone, yes. but just to set the alarm (morning call) and left messages unreplied.

that's pretty much of me this time.

but i'm happy.


i do all my schoolwork during the day.

i watch house or grey's anatomy or one litre of tears(japanase movie), at night.

at midnight, i watch the movies that i downloaded.

and for my bedtime, i read the books till i fell asleep.

and yet, i am happy.


if happy means that i love my life and i feel hatred towards nobody currently, then yes, i am happy.


i suppose i would have been happier if im not doing all these 'things' of mine alone.

i'm the eldest of three, did u know that?

sometimes, i wish i have a sister.maybe my life won't turn out to be this dull.

now, there there.

the point is : trying to make my life sounds better is what i'm currently doing. oh gosh, crap crap.


p/s : for you who read this entry THIS far, thank you for listening. :)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

down sgt2.........

Hari ni 1st day class slpas sminggu brcuti....
seronok tengok rakan-rakan yg sehat walafiat slamat kmbali ke class...
aku bawak kek chocolate yg mama masak ke class utk di kongsi brsama mereka...
rase hepi je dpt tgk 0rg laen same2 gmbira merasai ape yg kite ade...
namun,spt sume budak2 IB year 2 sedia maklum..
date line utk mnghntar EE adalah pada hari ini...
alhmdulillah, aku dpt jugak antar..
wlupun aku tahu hasilnya tidak sberapa

hari ini jugak,aku rase sedih sgt2...
kuiz chem yg diambil sbelum cuti, telah disemak oleh ckgu kami..
dan markah yg aku perolehi sgt2 tidak mmberansangkan..
selalu cmni..rase tensen sgt2...ckgu tnye pada aku...
ape masalah aku sbnrnye..aku katakan..
tidak ada apa2 ckgu..
saya paham apa yg ckgu ajarkan..
semasa di bilik guru td,
slepas aku berjumpe ckgu supervisor EE aku..

ade ckgu telah mnegur aku....
test chem x prnah lulus2 padaku..
rase nak mnangis jer..tapi aku tahan mase tu..
takpe2, aku akan brusaha kuat sem ini..
aku bukan maen2 smasa blaja..tanye la kwn2 aku..
ade bnyak ke bnde2 x brfaedah yg aku buat...
bnyak sgt kebnde jahat yg aku buat...
hari2 yg aku lalui kat sini rase cam...tak taw laa...

semasa menuruni tangga, aku mndapat mesej dr ckgu bm aku..
msg yg brbunyi..

jumpa ckgu kat lobi ye..cgu tnggu..
ckgu nak bg fried cmpedaklah..

ketika itu,hati aku sgt2 brbunga2 girang gmbira..
lame x dpt mkn cmpedak goreng..tibe2 dpt durian runtuh pula
ckgu sgt baek..kami brdua brborak2 smbil mkn di cafe...
trharu juga dibuatnya..slepas mmberi tnjuk ajar ttg EE,
beliau brmurah hati

utk blanje aku mkn...
ok2..
smpai di sini..
prjuangan harus ditruskan....

.
...janganlah kamu bersedih sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita...(At-Taubah: 40)

Dan sungguh akan Kami berikan cubaan kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar. (al-Baqarah:155)

Saturday, August 23, 2008

jika kamu

Jika kamu memancing ikan....
setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail,

hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu....
janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja....
kerana ia akan sakit oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup.

Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang...
setelah ia mula menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjagahatinya....
janganlah sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya begitu sahaja....
kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan
mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia
mengingatimu....

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada,
jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh....
cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu....
Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk kamu
menampalnya semula....
akhirnya ia dibuang....
sedangkan jika kamu cuba membaikinya mungkin ia masih boleh digunakan lagi....

Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang terima lah
seadanya....
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa....
anggaplah dia manusia biasa.
Apabila sekali dia melakukan kesilapan bukan mudah
bagi kamu untuk menerimanya.... akhirnya kamu kecewa
meninggalkannya.
Sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya boleh jadi hubungan
kamu akan berterusan hingga ke akhirnya....

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi... yang kamu
pasti baik untuk dirimu. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat.
Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain..
Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan.
Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh
memakannya.
Kamu akan menyesal.

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan.....
yang kamu pasti membawa kebaikan kepada dirimu.
Menyayangimu. Mengasihimu.
Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba membandingkannya dengan
yang lain. Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan.
Kelak, kamu akan kehilangannya apabila dia menjadi
milik orang lain
Kamu juga yang akan menyesal.....


Friday, August 22, 2008

alicia


hurm..ari tu..ade la org tu tanye...
name penuh aku...huk2..

punye la b4 ni slalu chat kat YM..
1 skola lak tu..
tp name aku pon tataw

my full name is rose nina bt roslan
(spt dlm surat beranak)
x sangke lak die igt name aku alicia
hihihi~~

yg URL blog ni..
alicia-rnro sbb..
aku minat sgt kat alicia keys
die cun sgt..
pndai maen piano...sore best..
bg aku laa...

acllty, diz post just 4 ngarut2 je...
bout me..yg rabun jauh ni...
jemu gak dok ari2 b4 gi klas kne pkai contact lens
kdg2 trbngun lmbt..cam leceh je..
b4 tdo, kne bukak pulak...
ak pkai bnde tu since form 4...
klu duk umah or dlm hostel je aku pkai spek mate
bkn ape,klu pkai spek..rase x konfiden laa..
huk22..

dulu aku pakai braces
yg cam dlm gmbr kat atas ni laa...
3 tahun kne pkai...form 1-3
mase kat mrsm trans dulu..aku taw..
mcm2 gelaran org bg kat aku

gigi besi..ryan gigs laa...
slalu gune alasan tu kat ketua warden sbb nak balik umah
ade appointment dgn doc..pdhal nak blik umah tiap2 bln
erm...tp dulu mmg brterabur r gigi aku..
x konfiden lgsg..hak2..
wlupon sakit pkai bnde tu..aku pkai gak..
ape tujuan aku tulih sume ni??
x ade ape..
x suwoh pon korang bace..
aku arap mate aku x rabun da..
sbb fmly aku x de yg rabun pon..

Thursday, August 21, 2008

3 things....


Three Things That Scares Me:
1. cruel murderer
2. Spending my lifetime alone
3. Death of any family member

Three People Who Make Me Laugh:
1. Meredith grey(Grey’s anatomy)
2. Raven (That's so raven)
3. my little brother..jefry..

Three Things I Love
1. God
2. family & friends
3. chocolate

Three Things I Hate
1. Poverty, hunger, violence.
2. People who take other people for granted
3. Liars- really hate this one..

Three Things I Don't Understand
1. Why some people are too greedy for things that not last forever
2. why some people hate their parents, people who raise them up
3. why there are still many criminals and terrorists out there

Three Things On My Desk
1. Laptop
2. Mobile phone
3. books (of coz)


Three Things I'm Doing Right Now
1. blogging
2. Listening to mengenangmu by kerispatih
3. thinking what I am going to write for EE.


Three Things I Want To Do/Achieve Before I Die
1. Went to mekah
2. went to disneyland
3. meet ‘someone’ that hate me so much to accept my apologize

Three Things I Can Do
1. eating(kekeke)
2. watch movies for hours
3. finishing 1 million ia a week


Three Things I Would Like To Learn
1. cook many type of food
2. Play the piano/violin
3. A foreign language (Spanish, Latin, Mandarin)

Three Things You Should Listen To
1. Your parents order

2. Your BrAiN over your HeArT
3. Your instinct/intuition

Three Things You Should Never Listen To
1. peole who are take others for granted

2. People who are always trying to pull you down
3. Stupid people.

Three Favorite Foods
1. Laksa
2. Chocolate Ice Cream
3. Spaghetti

Three Shows I Watched As A Kid
1. Doraemon
2. Power Rangers
3. Ultraman

Three Things You Wish
1. Peace. No war anymore
2. Have a perfect body(kekeke)
3. To have a peaceful, contented, and happy life.


Wednesday, August 20, 2008

why???


3 ari yg lpas..sbelum krdt hp aku tamat tempohnye..

aku try la call sorang kwn lame..
saje2 nak abihkn krdt
tp die x angkat pon
skelas ngan ak slame 2 tahun..form 2 & 3
die juz bg msg je..
yg berbunyi

"aku da x suke pompuan skang..aku gay..cple aku skang name nabil"

astagfirullah..die ni..btol ke??or juz maen2??
aku rply la lg lpas tu..smpai due msg..
tp still no answer..ntah laaa...
aku tak tau btol or x
tp aku rase..btol la tu..bkn ape
time aku still ade fs dulu
aku tgk..page die..x bnyk gurl pon yg komen
sume laki jer...bkn nak ckp ape
aku tgk klu page fs bdk2 laki laen
galak je melayan testi2 gurlz
tp die x pon
testi2 yg kat page die pon cam pelik gak
ak try bukak fs die..tp die pon cam da delete gak his fs tu
nape cmni weyh??
dulu ko ade gf..die baek..
aku tak tau nape korang clash
mmg r rumours kate die ade balak laen
tp, ko patut prcayakn ur gurl tu setia
jgn la singkat sgt wat bnde2 cmtu..
ko still mude
aku arap ko brtaubat

p/s:die x kan baca post ni..die bkn taw pon blog aku ni..huk2

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

1st times…

1) 1st time naik kapal terbang
time umo 2 tahun (sbb lahir kat sibu, Sarawak)…


2)1st time duduk jauh drp family
Form 1 laa.. mrsm transkrian
(boarding school – trok gak homesick time tu…)


3)1st time kerja….
Tahun 2007- kat kedai buku
(bosan duk umah lpas plkn smntara tnggu result spm)…


4) 1st time rasa diri gemuk
Sejak masuk asrama…sbb suke sgt mkn coklat je…


5)1st time bercinta?
Bila ek?…form 4 kot..tp tu kire brcinte ke??huk2..puppy love


6)1st time rasa diri cantik??
Tak pernah rasa diri cantik pun…


7)1st time masuk cinema
Kecil2 dulu tapi tak ingat umur bape…
ngan family tgk cite scenario the movie, leftenan adnan


8) 1st time admitted in hospital
x pernah plak….


kehidupan


erm..first time aku dgr lagu ni ialah semasa hanisah pasang lagu ni kat laptop die dlm bilik aku..kpd sape2 yg tak prnh dgr lagu ni..
try la dgr...bg aku best..
aku bkn la peminat lagu nasyid sgt,
tp bile dgr lirik die, cam agak jatuh hati gak r...


Tajuk: Kehidupan
Album : Tiada Lagi Kasih
Munsyid : In-Team

Kesenangan yang datang
Tak akan selamanya
Begitulah selepas susah ada kesenangan
Seperti selepas malam datangnya siang
Oleh itu waktu senang jangan lupa daratan

Gunakan kesempatan untuk kebaikan
Sebelum segalanya terlepas dari genggaman
Kelak menyesal nanti tak berkesudahan
Apa guna sesalan hanya menekan jiwa

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan
Kelak akan membawa putus asa pada tuhan
Ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan
Setelah kabus berlalu pasti cerah kembali

Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah
Apakah kita ?kan sabar ataupun sebaliknya
Kesenangan yang datang selepas kesusahan
Semuanya adalah nikmat dari tuhan


Senilagu : Nazrey Johani
Senikata : Nazrey Johani
Hakcipta : Inteam Records Sdn. Bhd

Sunday, August 17, 2008

parT 2 : meredith grey quotes

5)At some point, you have to make a decision.
Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in.
Life is messy. That's how we're made.
So, you can waste your lives drawing lines.
Or you can live your life crossing them.
But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

6)Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up
and biting us in the ass.
And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim.
The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon.
We can only lie to ourselves for so long.
We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth.
Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world.
Head on, guns blazing. De Nile.
It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean.
So how do you keep from drowning in it?


7)Maybe we're not supposed to be happy.
Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy.
Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories.
Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human.
Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know.
And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know.
At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage
to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate
.


8)Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own,
hope the wound that caused it heals.
There are no solutions, no easy answers,
you just breath deep and wait for it to subside.
Most of the time pain can be managed
but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it.
Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up.
Pain, you just have to fight through,
because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.


Saturday, August 16, 2008

freaky friday

yesterday..i dont know what is wrong with me...
so lazy to open my eyes in that bright morning...

ramai yg da kejut aku bangun..sowie laa..
aku sgt2 mls nak pegi that damn assembly..


wat ape nak pegi..x ade sbb pon aku nak pegi..antara sbbnya:
1-parents aku bkn dtg pon utk hari akademic day tu
2-aku bukan dpt naek pentas pon amik hadiah time assembly tu..
tgk org laen amek je..wat ape..

3-aku x kemas ape2 lg utk balik umah..
mlm tu trtido..x sempat kemas


tapi, shafa dok kejut aku gak suh bangun..thanz to her...
arrgghh..capai ape yg patut..tgh dok depan cermin blik air..
ade dgr sore org jerit2 yg sgt dikenali ramai..mamai..
ntah btol or x ape yg aku dgr nih..x pe2..tibe2,
aku trnmpak insan itu dan beliau brkata...


dah2..x payah nak mandi..cpat2 pegi dewan,pegi assembly..
da pukul berapa ni..


my beloved chemistry teacher rupenye, pn khomah...

dush2..adoi..kantoi beb..x pe..wat selamba je..pegi gak mandi..
huk2..x tenang btol time tu..waaa..x nak pi assembly..x nak..x nak..


ramai je bngun lmbat time tu..pastu, tgh rilek2 kat bilik, smbung balik pk...
nak pi ke x ni..brg x kmas lg..call enna..
eyh..ko nak pi x??mls la..x yah pi laa..brg2 x kmas ape2 lg ni..huhu..

ape2 pon, kene pkai contact lens dulu nih..
tgh dok pakai tu kat toilet tu, dgr sore laki plak..
n dgr pintu diketuk bertalu2 kat tiap bilik..
adoi..ustaz sofi lak..
die msuk asrama aisyah nak halau kami sume pi dewan..

waa..pi la halau junior kat tingkat atas tu..
makcik yg bsuh toilet pon suh aku gi dewan cepat..waa...
x mo laa..x kire..aku nak stay gak kat bilik..duk diam2..
igt kn ak n enna je..tp rmai je lg yg laen rupenye x pi..
haha..lpas kmas..anta world lit kat atas meja ckgu..
n lpas tu kami balik umah dgn jayanya..




Tuesday, August 12, 2008

parT 1: meredith grey quotes


1)A couple of hundred years ago,
Benjamin Franklin shared with the world
the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said,

which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity.
You think more people would listen to what he had to say.
I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess,
I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection,
sometimes the fear is just of making a decision,
because what if you're wrong?
What if you're making a mistake you can't undo?
The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine.
He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told.
We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers,
heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time,
heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day.
Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves.
We have to make our own mistakes.
We have to learn our own lessons.
We have to sweep today's possibility
under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore.
Until we finally understand for ourselves
what Benjamin Franklin really meant.
That knowing is better than wondering,
that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure,
even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.


2)Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life.
Funny thing is, once we grow up,
learn our words and really start talking,
the harder it becomes to know what to say.
Or how to ask for what we really need



Monday, August 11, 2008

Sweet escape 08/08/08

Cantik kan tarikh ni?

kat dunia ni ade seribu satu macam peristiwa yg berlaku pada tarikh 8 ogos 2008 ni..maybe ade yg bernikah ari ni,ade baby baru lahir or ape2 la kejadian yg brlaku,sama ada buruk or baik…

Ari ni ari jumaat..my sweet best friend, ENNA da beli tiket bas balik ke pontian..but the problem is..tiket bas tu kul 12.30 tghari..kul 2.30ptg punye da abih..so, aku, LIYANA & ENNA pon decide nak kuar kolej awal2 laa..sbb kami nak teman enna naek teksi..risau la plak kwn kami tu naek teksi sorang2 pegi terminal 1.. Bnyk btol dugaan & halangannya.. mule2 smpai asrama..pintu asrama kunci..geramnye..kami mintak makcik guard tlg bukak pintu asrama, but she refused to do it..cmne nih?tibe2 nmpak our beloved pengarah kolej lalu..time tu bnyak gak bdk2 ni nk masuk asrama sbb nak amik brg2 n mcm2 lg la hal diorg nak masuk asrama ni.. Pastu,bile pintu blok hostel da dibuka je..kami redah n bawak purse & t-shirt laen…Enna call cab n suh tunggu kat gate A..die juz bawak 2 beg je.. satu utk laptop n 1 lg utk brg2 laen..bile teksi smpai,die pi masuk kat kawasn klj..alahai..cmne kami nak naek ni..tp kami ngan buat muka selamba trus naek n ckp kat driver taxi tu supaye bwk teksi laju2…

Huh!~~rase cam x caye je lpas smpai terminal 1..kami tukar baju CAS ngan bju yg kami bwk..rase cam budak2 skola yg ponteng skola jer..padahal da budak klj..adoi..
Seterusnya, pngembaraan kami tak abih kat situ..smpai je igt nk tgk wayang.. tapi wyg pon x bukak lg..haha..pusing2 trminal 1..tgk brg2…yana cari cooling pad & earphone utk laptop die..lpas beli brg2 tu, pegi beli tket wyang cite baru…the mummy:tomb of the dragon emperor..cite tu mmg best sgt2 laa



Thursday, August 7, 2008

chatting with my besfriend

just now, i had a chat(YM) with my besfriend and also my ex-classmate in mrsm jasin...her name is haslina hasan..a cute and sweet girl..she is now doing the foundation program under JPA..insyaAllah she will further her studying in UK(pharmacy course)..

BUZZ!!!

alicia: eina....
BUZZ!!!
lina: rose
lina: ...
lina: rindu la kat ko
lina: jom la jumpe.....
alicia: jom laa
alicia: ble fly...
alicia: aku nak suh ko lawat blog aku,,,
alicia: ko taw da kan ak da delete my fs account..
lina: haha
lina: yeke
lina: bg la
lina: kat mane
lina: ko ade display kat fs ko x?
alicia: http://www.alicia-rnro.blogspot.com/
alicia: laa kan aku da ckp
alicia: aku da delete fs
alicia: skang ni
alicia: ak da xde fs.....
alicia: lawat laaa
alicia: pastu komen ye
alicia: hik2
lina: wa
lina: cantik la blog ko
lina: hehehe
alicia: tq
alicia: komen la kat chat box tu
alicia: wat la blog gak....
alicia: snang ak nak link kat ko
alicia: huhu
alicia: fs ak da x de skang,,
lina: oi
lina: makan durian!!!
alicia: hehe
alicia: 1 kolej mkn
alicia: mcm kat jasin dlu,,
lina: rose
lina: ko dah baik eh skg
lina: erm...
alicia: haa??
lina: product kms....matang
alicia: nape lak??
lina: fuh
lina: matured lah!
alicia: ape yg baek??
lina: ko mst dah alim kan
lina: bile ko nak didik ak?
lina: hehe
lina: \
alicia: waa
lina: aku kat sini bebas
alicia: mane ade
lina: tiada org nak tego
alicia: tu laa
lina: meh la dtg jumpe aku
alicia: pressure duk sini
alicia: alhmdulillah gak r
alicia: kat sini cam jasin gak
alicia: sume org cam alim2
alicia: rumate aku due2 tudung labuh
lina: erm
alicia: hak2
lina: bagosla kan
alicia: tu laa
alicia: sbb nak pi ovrc
alicia: kne kuat
lina: aku dah tak pakai stoking dah wei
alicia: huk2
alicia: ala
alicia: ak pon,,,,
lina: ko pakai lagi x?
lina: aku kdg2 pakai three quarter shirt je
lina: jahat kan
lina: ko still pakai stoking x?
alicia: x pakai laa
alicia: hua22
lina: erm...
lina: tapi ko mesti tak pakai baju ketat2 kan
alicia: erm
alicia: x kot
lina: solat tak tnggal
alicia: segan
lina: hati suci
alicia: haa??
lina: sopan
alicia: x suci laa
lina: byk ceramah eh kt sn
lina: kt sini takde lagsung
alicia: selalu je tgk wayng ngan best fren aku
lina: concert ade la
alicia: yup2
alicia: tiap2 minggu ade ceramah
alicia: ade usrah
lina: erm.......
lina: aku bc blog ko
lina: aku dpt rs
alicia: active gak usrah kat sini
lina: korang sgt menjaga kat sn
lina: saling mengingati
lina: ko dlete fs psl ......nak elak lagha
lina: bagosnye
alicia: alaaaa
alicia: sbb,,aku da bz skang
alicia: ak arap x wat bnde bkn2 skang

die kate aku da jd baik duk sini??
hak2..ye ke..x ade laa..same cam dulu je

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

zombies in kms....

'A zombi is a person who is believed to have died and been brought
back to life without
speech or free will'

IA MATH.....i`m feeling sick to the bone when i heard this...
today,everythings went wrong...
i open my eyes in this bright morning..rub my eyes..suddenly...
oh..shit..i still not finish my IA MATH...
adoi..when did i fall asleep ni??..tensennye....
jiwa kacau abih ari ni.....

came late to class..n kene tahan lak ngan ustaz..ade nmpak tam..tam..
dok tnggu kat dpan KooP..

mmg la aku ponteng klas TOK..tapi rab da msg tok lan..
and he said it is okay for us if we didnt manage to come for his class today..

aku, asmaa, asilah..n bnyak je bdk2 klas AS yg stay kat asrama..
still in progressing to siapkan IA MATH...lpas print sume graph..
aku n yg laen2 siap2 to attend second period punye subject,
which is AGAMA...niat da baek abih ni..
kalau ikut hati mmg x nak pi lngsung klas ari ni...
sick to bone...cannot open my eyes anymore..
but still gak aku kuatkan hati utk pegi klas pagi ni..

teacher azian said that many teachers had complain to her
that IB students today are like zombies...
me is also one of them..
luckily, the subjects after recess are only math and biology..

i`m so glad that teacher azian is a very understanding,caring, loving teacher and whatsoever words that can be describe her kindness..
this is because,today for the first time ever..
dia belanje kami, bdk2 klas BT mkn kat cafe..
she is so nice and cool..
she said that she already knew if she continue
to teach us, we will lentok sane sini sbb trlalu mengantuk..
so, she decide to belanje kami semua mkn..
she even never did it before to other class that she's been teaching for a year..aku order air horlicks..nasi goreng & telur goreng..that is the first food come to my stomach for today..td x sempat nk mkn ape2...

IA MATH..sick to my bones...

lalalalaaaa~~~~da anta kul 11 pg td..
IA MATH type II is coming........





Sunday, August 3, 2008

only god knows why


I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud


People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river

Saturday, August 2, 2008

durian oh durian...

Durian...sgt sedap,enak, lazat....manis lemak berkrim tidak terkata...
adoi..aku mmg suke sgt2 la mkn durian nih..
mak aku ckp time ngandung aku, die ngidam mkn durian..huhu~~
so, smpai skang la aku suke gile mkn durian nih...
aku rase sian n pelik ngan org2 yg x suke mkn durian,
yg even x leh bau durian tu cmne
rugi la cmtu taw...
raja segala buah..
bkn semua ngara kat dunia ni dpt mkn raja buah ni

gmbr2 kat bwh ni..klj bg sume students n ckgu mkn durian
adoi..mmg best sgt laa..
dewan selera siap masak bubur durian lagi tu

da lame x mkn bubur tu..mkn ngan pulut lak tu
mkn ikut homeroom
tp bdk2 klas aku..hentam je mkn ramai2 ikut klas...
mmg time 1 ogos tu..x ade ape2 yg masuk dlm perut aku
selaen durian..sbb lpas bntai durian bnyak2..
aku blah dr klj..naek KTM
pegi mid lak..
coz nak jumpe mama kat sane...smbil tnggu die setelkn hal,

aku jalan2 kat mid tu sorang2 selame 2 jam stgah...huk2..
pastu, on the way bak balik umah..
singgah umah nenek jap..
die bagi lg durian berlambak2,,
huk33..leh demam aku cmni..
mlm tu aku bntai lg durian..
kne mkn puas2..kot2 la x dpt mkn lg lpas ni..