Friday, October 31, 2008

yeke cmtu?

Baru tadi, YM ngan kak izzah..

lizzie_iza: nape rose??
alicia: pe?
alicia: cll td?
alicia: huhu
alicia: sje..
alicia: dpt clling2 free
lizzie_iza: haha
alicia: 24 jam
alicia: mxs bg
alicia: tataw nk cll spe
lizzie_iza: nampaknye anda sudae mewindui saye
lizzie_iza: alamak
lizzie_iza: lupe
lizzie_iza: ah[ppy bday
lizzie_iza: happy bday
lizzie_iza: uuu ampown
alicia: haha
alicia: x kesah pon
alicia: tq2
lizzie_iza: wah sudae tue
alicia: mxs bg free
lizzie_iza: all da best
lizzie_iza: sweet 19
alicia: tataw nk cll spe
alicia: cm rugi plak
alicia: hehe
alicia: tq2
lizzie_iza: ooo
lizzie_iza: ooo kol org praha la
alicia: adoi,.,klu bley..rose da lame cll
alicia: tp x dpt la klu cll ovr c
lizzie_iza: ooo
lizzie_iza: haha
lizzie_iza: jgn sedeyh
lizzie_iza: skype la
lizzie_iza: akak maxis tak bape elok kat umah
lizzie_iza: aish
lizzie_iza: tu yg jadi misssed call
alicia: haha..die cm bz je..lgpon die x wish
alicia: segan r tibe2 nk ckp
alicia: 2day my bfday..huaa4
lizzie_iza: ish2
alicia: oo..line x bape ok rupenye.takpe2
lizzie_iza: die lupe??
lizzie_iza: ketok pale
alicia: ntah laa.die tataw kot..
alicia: org bkn pnting pon bg die
alicia: wat pe kesah sgt kn..
alicia: lalala~
lizzie_iza: hahah
lizzie_iza: ade insur2 sedeyh
lizzie_iza: hahha
alicia: heh..x de lgsg laa
alicia: bese jek..
alicia: ngee~
lizzie_iza: hehhe

~prep~

hari-hari yg dilalui di kms sgt memenatkan..
setiap hari klas abih kul 2.30 ptg..
lpas tu ade prep ptg yg WAJIB utk semua bdk2 IB..
waa...iye2..aku taw..ckgu wat cmtu utk kbaikan kami..
tapi..aku sgt penat nak pegi klas ptg2 stiap hari
even during my schooldays at jasin b4, i never went to prep ptg
adoi..
knape tak tamatkan klas kul 1.30 ptg..
n klu lpas tu ade klas ptg
tu ak leh trime lg..
cm td klas bio dr kul 3.15-4.45 ptg
smlm math..wktu yg same gak..
takpe la..redha je..
7 bulan je lagi..
cume, aku aku sgt tak larat..
bukan nk mengadu,,or mngeluh..
cume itu yg betul
mungkin kami kmbali ke zaman skola...
it's ok~

p/s- thanz enna coz sudi temankan aku pegi the store td..beli pencil box baru, sbb yg lame da sgt usang..lpas tu cm bese la..kami melalak(lagu ziana n shima td)...oh ye..sory to fadzlin sbb tak angkat ur call ptg td..lpas tu, tak dpt msg...sbb krdt da lame expired...huhu~nnt mlm ni la aku rload..yg rm 3 pnye je..)

Thursday, October 30, 2008

reality of IB

my dear clasmate,

rabiatul adawiyah

or her famous name

-RAB-

i totally agree with u..

thanz 4 diz post~

CLICK HERE to READ IT

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

senja nan merah

i love diz song
i love awie n ziana too~

Senja Nan Merah - Ziana Zain & Awie


P/s=gud luck to A.J yg ade 3 test 4 diz week..=)

Monday, October 27, 2008

deepa raya

cuti kali ni aku tak balik
agak menyesal juga..sedikit saja la
apabila tiba saat kelaparan dan kebuluran
mengingatkan rumah2 trbuka
yg mungkin dapat di hadiri
kalau pulang ke rumah
rumah trbuka kwn2 mama dan juge makcik( adik mak)
die siap anta msg suh aku balik
sory semua..
keje aku brtimbun..

dgn ade test lg next week..(math) argghh..

rakan2 yg tak balik di blok ini
atau di YM
sume brtanye soklan yg sama

"ko tak balik, rose?"
ha?tak balik..
tak caye laa
nape tak balik

huu~biarlahh.seronok rupenye bile blok ni agak sunyi
syukur..kerje chemstry( bku merah) dpt disiapkn
due2 latihan dpt buat..yeaa~
world Lit juga selesai
namun, IA buss...sudah hmpir 63% siap(1st draft)
ok la tu..kerna aku taw
klu kat umah mmg tak dpt buat...
spnjng cuti, menetap di blik enna yg kosong
ahli2 blik itu sume balik...
(thanz enna..wlupon aku gune snyap2 dan
mkn azhani punye makanan-da msg die b4 mkn.. aku tak amik cmtu je)

raye suda smpai pnghujungnya..
trlupa pula nk post raye kat sini..

bukan ape..raya kat di kolej..aku akui..x best..x seronok
sory to say..mcm dull sgt..
tp naseb baek my beloved teacher ajak raye umah die..

thanz teacher..wlupon post ni cm da trlambat jek..
sume mknan ckgu sdiakan sgt best!!


>bawah ni ade bberapa pics yg smpat upload..
>bley gak lawat links bawah ni..psl bnde yg sama..gmbr je laen..
(klik kat situ)

rab's blog-open house ckgu

wan's-raye itu best 1

wan's-raye itu best 2


Raye KMS





Umah cikgu

berjalan kaki pulang dr umah ckgu

jeha blaja mmotong bawang

di laman umah



Sunday, October 26, 2008

against all odds

try to listen diz song
against all odds by mariah carey or phil collins

diz evergreen song

enough of it~

senyum sinis
senyum palsu
senyum suka
senyum terharu
senyum gembira

menangis sedih
menangis putus asa
menangis gembira
menangis yg dibuat-buat

bosan aku dgn penat
ya, bukan mudah untuk sesuatu mnjadi mudah
berusaha dan terus berusaha!!

sepi

sunyi.diam.sepi.
itu lebih baik drpd bising yg menyakitkan
ade ruang yg lebih utk berfikir
*glad*

Surah Al-Baqarah Ayat 216 :

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.”

Saturday, October 25, 2008

just stand up


time YM ngan kak izzah dulu, die ade send lagu ni..
thanz sis~
lagu ni best utk pujuk org yg rase cam nak give up..





Everything will be alright, yeah

The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometime you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into your heart, the beat goes on

I’m telling you
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up
Through it all, just stand up

It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don’t mean it gotta take control, no (no)

You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Because the heart can beat the hate
Don’t wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can’t go on

I’m telling you,
Things get better through whatever
If you fall, dust if off, don’t let up
Don’t you know you can go, be your own miracle, you need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough (ohh)
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up (don't you give up)
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what, don’t give up (don't give up, just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up (just stand up)
Through it all, just stand up

You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall, dust it off, you can live your life (yeah)
Let your heart be your guide, oh (yeah yeah yeah)
You will know that you’re good if you trust the in good
Everything will be alright, yeah (alright)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And It will get better through whatever

undangan tiba2

tgh tgk cite greys kat blik..tibe2 dibah dtg blik

"rose, nak pi tak raye umah coach netball kami?"

"erm2..segan r..die bukan knal aku pon"

"takpe..pegi je..budak2 netball ramai balik laa.."

haha..dgn muke tak malunye..aku pi gak ikut diorg..
mentang2 diorg taw aku mmg suke bab2 mkn nih.

naek van kolej, umah org tu kat area jelebu..

kami berenam je pegi
(yg bdk netball, ade 2 org je yg pegi)


yummy..yummy..
nasi goreng, mee goreng, ayam goreng, roti jala
lalala~


me and wan


pn khomah dan aku tgh tgk pn azian bg susu kat baby


tuan rumah ade amik anak angkat rupenye..
baby tu baru umo 20 ari cmtu..
sian gak dgr kisah latar belakang baby tu..
(emak baby tu, baru umo 16 tahun..tuan rumah amik dr perkim)
huaa..baru aku taw, prosedur nak amik angkat ni bukan senang.. kne turun naek mahkamah.. umor da 50 lbey pon still nak amik anak angkat gak.. bg pndangan aku, klu umo2 cmtu.. baek duk umah elok2 buat amal ibadat je kan..x gitu..
memandai je aku ckp..suke ati die la nk wat ape pon...

ini la baby tu..


cikgu azian tgh mandikan baby boy tu..


huaa3...

Friday, October 24, 2008

KOMPAS


bagaikan kompas yg rosak........
utaranya ada di mana-mana....
mngerti??.....

Thursday, October 23, 2008

without it...


without these things..
my life will be miserable..

sgt leceh trpakse pakai contact lens stiap ari..

sbelum pegi ke klas..

n stiap sbelum tdo..
trpakse bukak plaks bnde tu...
bile pkai spek...bile mkn bnde2 panas..

akan jd kabus kat cermin... rimas2..
bile pkai spek..aku jd x konfiden nk brcakap dpn org..
rase cam tudung jd kembang..
huaaa3...


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

sickness


ari ni pi klas mcm bese..time 1st period tibe2 pening yg amat sgt
aku tahan jek..x nak ganggu group yg tgh present utk TOK oral..
bukak n tutup mate..rase cam nak pitam..wat bodo je..
tapi, lpas pak lan kuar klas, aku nangis sorang2..
x tahan sakit sakit perot, kpale sume ade..
nak balik bilik..mane enna.nak die temankan..
jauhnye die kat blakang..

nmpak auni..."auni, tlg teman kite balik hostel"
"ok, tp tnggu jap..nak amik pink slip(surat sakit) utk rose.."
time tnggu auni, rase loya n mual yg teramat sgt2
aku termuntah dgn banyaknye kat hexagon, depan pejabat..
kuar sume laksa yg aku mkn smlm n pagi td..
abih baju n tudung sume..sory mkcik cleaner...x tahan sgt2..
auni papah aku smpai hostel..alaa..pintu blok hostel kunci plaks..
auni pi amik kunci kat pak guard..kne tnggu lagi..aku da x tahan..
rase cm nk pitam lagi..uwweekkk..adoi..
lagi skali aku muntah..
auni, sory sbb mnyusahkn kamu nk kne pimpin sy balik blok..
baring..minum air..sorang2 kat blok..pejam mate..
argghh..sakit prot..x dpt tdo..sjuk sgt2 plak tu
uwweekkk..lagi sekali..badan aku da lembik..
seriously, aku x larat..pening sgt2...
isy..lpas rehat ade klas math..aku tak prnh x pegi klas yg pnting2

ya allah,
berikanlah kekuatan kpd hambaMu ini utk menuntut ilmu
dan menyelesaikan segala tugasan yg ade
berikanlah kesihatan tubuh badan yg baik kpd aku..
amin~


kwn2, sory sgt sbb mnyusahkn kamu semua..
aku mmg x tahan sgt ari ni..

p/s=time tulih post ni, aku baru basuh tudung kak nana..selambe je aku pinjam tudung die utk pkai time pi klas td..cmne ek..nk btaw ke tak die ape yg brlaku(abih kne muntah) kat tudung pink tu..huaaa3...

Monday, October 20, 2008

anger


holding anger is a poison
it eats you from inside
we think that hating is a weapon
that attacks the person who harmed us
but hatred is a curved blade
And the harm we do, we do it to ourselves

Saturday, October 18, 2008

mimpi yg sempurna

mlm td tgk2 file music kat laptop
huhu~tibe2 trnmpk lagu ni..layan jek
ade mksud trsndirikah..
semua org ade mimpi yg tersendiri..




by PETERPAN..mimpi yg sempurna

Mungkinkah bila kubertanya
Pada bintang2
Dan bila kumulai merasa
Bahasa kesunyian

Sadarkan aku yang berjalan
Dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana terbata
Semua dalam keraguan

Aku dan semua
Yang terluka karena kita

Chorus:
Aku kan menghilang dalam pekat malam
Lepas kumelayang
Biarlah kubertanya pada bintang2
Tentang arti kita
Dalam mimpi yang sempurna

Aku dan semua
Yang terluka karena kita

Chorus 2x

Dalam mimpi yang sempurna..

periang~

semalam tgh dok syok2 kat bilik ade trdengar..

tok2..tok2..tok2..
kat pintu blik ni..
sape la plak ni.."masuk je la.."
(ngade2 plak nk ktuk bnyk kali..)

bukak2 pintu rupe2nye akak2 ni da dmpai..haha..
kak izzah, kak nana, kak aju...
lupe plaks depa nak dtg..
best2..
time tu aku pose..mkn daging lak tu time brbuke tu..
tp naseb baek.....
dpt melantak mcm2 sbb akak2 ni baek sgt bwk mcm2 makanan..
burger mcD, dunkin donut, kuew teow goreng, roti canai 5 keping..
dush2..sume tu masuk kat perut ni..
haha..
thanz korang..ni yg makin syg nih..

kui3..akak2 ni baek laa..periang..mcm kanak2 ribena..
brgosip la, gelak2 la..wat selamba je sume bnde..

owh ye..b4 tu, cam bese laa..bak kate org tu,
blog ak x sah klu x de psl bab2 mknan ni kan



yg ni, namenye kuih bahulu gulung yg x bukak lagi..
1st time aku dgr name kuih ni, n 1st time gak mkn
kak izzah bwk khas utk aku n rumates
die kate bnde ni ade kat area johor je


yg ni bile kuih tu da di potong




hurm..yg ni plak sushi yg di bawa oleh kak aju..thanz sis..
rose mmg kuat mkn..abih sume bnde org mkn..
opss..mnde mkn sorang2,,ngan rumates laa
heh~

diorg ni dtg kat sini sbb nak tumpang tdo kat sini..
b4 nk pi BTN n nak amik sijil IB..
huaa2..aku dpt pegang n tgk sijil tu..
ngee~
borak2 mcm2 dgn diorg..psst..
kak aju..x sangke lak rose leh taw mcm2 ttg die..haha..
cite psl org sekampung ngn die yerk..hurm..korek2 cite..wuwuwu~
kak izzah still sempoi, slambe, n mcm2 story mory yg ade..
kak nana yg klaka n kerenah yg klaka laa
kak aju yg bz n asyik ngn hp die..lalala~~

(time tulih ni, ade kak nana n kak izzah je..depa tgh dok syok tdo kat katil shafa..)

lalala~
smbung nak wat lab report chem...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

liyana's befday~

(due hari yg lepas, 13 october..)
hepi birthday to you
hepi birthday to you
hepi birthday to YANA

hepi birthday to you

ni la befday gurl tu..

kami telah buat surprise party 4 her at pizza hut(central point)
brjalan kaki dr KMS ke sane..
best2..sbb ni 1st time smbut befday klasmate kat luar KMS..

Yana,
semoga brbahagia selalu yerk
may all ur dreamz come true
come what may,i hope u always can be a good and strong person
thanz 4 being such a good fren. i really appreciate those things...
2gether we strive 4
'kesejahteraan', dunia & akhirat..
may allah always bless us......
amin~

aku dan enna ditugaskn utk order makanan..
brdue je ngn enna mnunggu khadiran yg laen..


antare 3 pizza yg telah di order


rab, cassie, wan n farah...mcm2 kerenah..

3 org budak2 biotech..

enna dan rose..


yeah..bdk2 klas BT..roxx..


di apit oleh due si tudung hitam

dalam prjalanan balik ke kolej(jalan kaki), smpat lg pose bwh cahaye lampu...

ngee~(",)
thanz 4 everything guys..
caayaaang korang sumer....


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

::true::


be true to yourself

remember those who've helped on your journey

lend a hand to others along the way

Monday, October 13, 2008

confessions~

td on9 ngan eina..iye..die ngaku ade YM ngan "die"...
aku x tnye pape pon..die tibe2 ckp..
erm..tataw laa..wat segan aku jek..mrepek je laa..
aku mmg rapat ngan eina..kami stdy same2 n do everything 2gether at jasin..
tp bab yg tu, bile die btaw "die" pasal tu..aku x stuju sgt sbrnye..
aku bace sume ape yg "die" send kat aku time YM..
thanz kat "die" coz bitaw..sory 4 everything~
( i know that she will not read my blog)

another confession..
iye..aku ngaku tahu psl ade je web n laen2 care utk trace org yg on9 kat ym
tp dok bajet2 appear invi..it's ok..
aku suke2 je nk taw sape2 yg on9 tp invi..
klu reason sbb tgh bnyk keje n bz, takpe laa...
klu saje2 nak elak dr org2 trtentu..no komen la tu
aku pon slalu wat cmtu...

tujuan aku tulih ni..
x ade ape..
bnde yg aku x leh nk ckp
hnya mmpu tulih

i cannot define what is actually my feeling rite not..

p/s-if "die" read this post, i am sorry 4 all my wrongdoings...i doubt that true is always can be a true....

do not say something easily to other person,
if u r unsure bout it...

-off-

Sunday, October 12, 2008

finally

for the 1st time ever..aku smpai awal sehari kat kolej..
slalunye dlm blik ni, aku smpai paling lmbt..
mcm bese, slalunye time anta aku, mak aku singgah skola adik

LINDA,AKAK SYG KAMU SGT2 TAW..
GUD LUCK YE SYG UTK XM PMR SOK!

AKAK TAW KAMU BLEH BWAT YG TRBAEK..
AKAK DOAKN KAMU SMOGA BRJAYE!


sbb syg sgt kat my sis, mlm nak balik klj, aku snggup wat dadih
yg die nak mkn tu..
letak dlm bekas, letak ais dlm tu..
khas utk die..


dlm kete kali ni x dpt tdo sgt..pikiran melayang ttg TOK essay
yg masih belum di karang...
syukur, semasa taep post ni, da brjaye siap
(heh~1 mlm je buat, n mlm td gak decide nk wat soklan no 2..ngee~)
arap2 x kene smack ngan pak lan sbb anta lpas cuti raye ni~
cuak gak nih nak anta sok..
bru selamat print td gune printer buwoks trsyg yg byk brjase kat aku

cam bese laaa...ade org ckp..asal bukak my blog je
ade cite or gmbr pasal mknan..nak wat cmne..mkn tu pnting kn..
mama, akak saayangg mama sgt2 laaaaa..
thanz taw msk sume ni..
bru abihkn nasi himpit ngan sup(yakni soto) tadi
kat blik ade bawak rice cooker dibeli khas oleh mama
utk aku panaskn segale jenis kuah(laksa or sup, dll)
mkn brdue ngan shafa..kat blok ni ade kami je smlm..
ade mee udang(abih smlm lg), soto, kek coklat~
yummy..mmg x klaparan la ku blik klj awal2 ni..
best2~~
mama masak gak nasi, rndang n telur utk nk mkn same2 kat skola linda..
(linda, akak dlu skola jauh taw, x de pon mama nk bwk2 mknan cmni~)







hurm..stakat tu je kot..
nk smbung stat wat hmwk brtimbun
(risau gak nk pi klas sok..waaa)

Friday, October 10, 2008

::gud luck::


kpd sume bdk2 AS n biotech
aku nak wish the best of luck 2 all of u guys..
utk exam TOEFL pada esok n ahad
yg amik kat usci cheras, penang n unikL tuh...
buat elok2 yerk~~


p/s=ucapan yg lbey spesel lg utk pngunjung tetap bilik aku yg nk dpt wireless..
to hanisah (emosah) & asilah (budak skola ren..)
ngee~~

x larat

exhausted..
dr pg smpai mlm duk layan tetamu
sakit pinggang n kaki sume
sakit kpale gak dok pk hmwk yg untouched

tetamu yg dtg rmai x trjangke
soklan2 bese sume kuar
tnye kat aku
soklan2 yg ak mls jawab..
trkejar2 siapkn sume bnde..
dok usha2 ape yg kurang atas meja..
kne cedok n tmbhkn..
basuh sume pinggn kotor..adoi..
mmg aku jd bibik ari ni
jefry yg ponteng skola agama tu..duk mkn dadih je kejenye
bukan nk tolong akak die yg lintang pukang sorang2 kat dapur
pulak tu, huh!!!!!!!
aku cukup x puas hati die dpt collect bnyk duit raye
tunjuk2 plak kat aku tuh
meluat btol
org2 yg dtg umah aku sekalian
nape ade due org je yg bg duit raye kat aku
aiisyy..sdey gile
sibuk tanye aku wat pe skang..stdy mane itu ini
bukan nk bg duit raye pon..aku x keje lg weyh...
arrgghhh.......





kene rebus laksa n prepare salad salad buah n mcm2 keje laa


haha...ade 2 je kuih raye, yg laen jeruk, asam, kacang n candy je..
jimat sket..ni pon tmbah brbalang2 gak..


penat sedia sume sorang2,
balik2 dr skola je..cikgu2 yg dtg sume serbu umah ni..


best gak dgr ckgu2 ni brborak2..gelak2..
ade gak yg bawak husband n anak2 depa..


ade yg tmbah bnyk2 kali..gud2...tuan rumah suke tgk org mkn..


abih suda tugasan yg diberikan oleh mama~


Thursday, October 9, 2008

yadda yadda

ari ni..celik2 mate je..papa kate
"kamu kene masak dadih kan?
esok ade open house utk kwn2 mama nak dtg.."
aiseyh~yela..org buat..
smbil2 masak dadih tu, basuh, sidai, lipat sume kain
isy..x phm sbnrye, nape bnyk sgt kaen bju nih
padahal ade 4 org je dlm umah ni..
xdpt bayangkn klu ade 8 adik bradik skali..
msti lg brtimbun kaen baju...

time nak sidai, trnmpak ade van biru parking btol2 dpan umah..
ade mamat cam indon pakai topi plak..
aisy..aku dah le duk sorang2 kat umah ni..
pehal lak die ade dpan umah ni..tnggu je la van tu blah dulu
kjap lg r sidai..tgk tv jap..

bukak2 je tv..tv3..cite senafas takbir raya..
yeeahhaa..ade zed zaidi seyh~~
suke2...
intai balik ikut tingkap..isy..npe van tu x blah2 lg
pmandu tu siap amik2 gmbr plaks kat padang depan umah ni
ape lak ni..cuak2..

nothing much la today..
tgk2 je dah kul 1
pastu trtdo, smpai mama kjutkan..
dia bawak balik spagheti(huhu..suke2..fevret)
balik beraye dr umah kwn die..

esok turn umah ni lak..
pnat taw..adoi..long list to do..
sorang2 je lak tuh kne wat sume..
hidangan sok-rendang, soto, laksa, nasi beriani,mee udang
dadih, salad buah..
huaaa2..
nak hidang2 sume lak
nk kne kmas plak lpas tu

lalala~~
arap2 aku larat la sok..

p/s=sape2 nak dtg, meh la dtg..time raye kn, x prnh membe2 dtg umah pon..fazdlin, shafa, husna sume tu je yg prnh smpai umah ni..(umah kat pedalaman..haha..=P)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

tiada motif

seketika tadi..
melihat kpd angka2 di web counter ini
sudah lbey 3110
iye..
sudah di view sbanyak 3110
huaaa2..
apakah?
ianya bersamaan dgn tarikh befday beta
31 oct..
mungkinkah masih brnyawa smpai tarikh itu?

lalala~~~

(mnulis post ini smbil mendengar lagu awie, tragedi oktober..)

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE

When you walk through a storm
hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky

And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart

And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.

IA business

miserable..
seriously, bnde nih aku tataw nak wat
call fazdlin smlm,naseb baek die trangkan sket2
die best la..wat psl finance..bnyk buss tools leh gune
adoi..kpale sakit

dah le aku x minat sbjek nih
(oopss...maafkn sy pn rahimah..)
stakat nak bace tu bley laa
waaa..
cm nak nangis je
tataw nk stat wat pon..
company ape nk plih ni
RQ ape..

isy2..

study is business

Monday, October 6, 2008

procrastinate


bangun2, tgk sume org x de
lapa..
ade ketupat plastik ngan smbal ikan bilis..
abihkan..
kuih tart yg ade pon di abihkn gak
almond london..
haha..da tinggal separuh je
chocolate cadbury blackforest yg saiz paling besar tu pon diabihkan gak

sunyi..linda da balik asrama
smlm b4 anta die, singgah jaya jusco srmbn 2 lagi
heh~(kali ke dua ok)
lunch kat secret recipe n pi popular
beli alat tulis utk die amik PMR next week
smpat beli buku cerite
tajuk- you look nice today
spnjng prjlanan dlm keta, tdo je..
sbb x nak bg pening kpale


<procrastinate>

>>To postpone or delay needlessly<<

yeah.. i know that i should not procrastinating anymore
actually, i love to study..read all those books..do the exercises..
but when it comes to do the assigment...
TOK essay n IA business..
i kinda stuck la weyh...
due bnde alah ni yg wat aku pening niyh!~

"kuih raye" pn khomah da abih mkn da..
"kuih raye" pn foziyah plak bru mkn 1/3
aisyyyy....

papai~
(i am trying my best to complete all those workload)


Sunday, October 5, 2008

drama yg tidak enak

when i read my juniors' blogs,
most of them wrote about the assigment given by pak lan(TOK teacher)
yeah..the one that they should watch raya malay movies...
just like us..during last year..

tapi kan, part yg kdg2 aku x minat bout him kan..
sometimes laa..
nnt kan, die kutuk2 raya malay movies
cth-jalan cite sume same jek..
asyik2 nangis, sad ending, tak sempat mintak maap kat parents
die kutok2 ok...padahal itu reality msyrakat skang
nnt die puji cite omputih klu time christmas
sume hepi2 jek..x de sdey2 pon..
bukan ape, aku nak luahkn..

aku tgk sndiri ok parents yg nangis tnggu anak lelaki diorg
x balik2..ni nak masuk bape tahun da
smpai hati btol..
padahal, si ayah ntah bape lame lg nak idup..
dah le si anak tu jiran dekat aku..
isy..agak sedara la jugak..
aku da naek muak, n geram sgt2 bile aku tgk air mate si emak mngalir
stiap kali aku pi umah die..ngadu n tnye bile anak laki sulung depa nk balik
tataw laa..

ok..slaen itu..aku nak ckp bnde yg aku x puas hati tadi ni
hari ni pnat ok layan tetamu dtg dr pagi smpai malam
aku nak seru kat pakcik2 luar sane
or sape2 yg smoker
x yah la smoke dlm umah org laen
smoke la kat luar umah, klu ye pon
cmni, td ade pkcik tu smoke smpai brbatang2 dlm umah aku
hangin btol aku..ayah aku bkn smoker..
da melekat r bau asap tu dlm umah..
pening2..igt nak duk dlm bilik je tadi..
tapi ade cite best yg ak nak tgk td..

adoi2~~

Saturday, October 4, 2008

tagged by kak izzah


seketika td melawat sebentar blog kak izzah..
huaa2..sudah terlupe untuk mnjawab those weirdos questions
yg aku janji nk jawab b4 cuti hari tu lagi~
ok2..now aku try la bg answers......


1.The way to win your heart?

*keikhlasan, senyuman, chocolates*

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2.What did you do last night?
*sleeping, buat note IRP business*
.
3.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
*nope*
.
4.Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
*hurrmmm.....*
.
5.One song that's meaningful to you?
*best i ever had by vertical horizon, try r dgr..best2..*
.
6.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
*tataw la..tgk keadaan laa*
.
7.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
*klu sendiri punye, mybe wat cmtu..x snunuh kan..*

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8.How long is your hair?
*due jengkal kot..haha*

9.Do you like Batman?
*x suke~~*
.
10.Who was the last person who told you they loved you?
*ahakz...A.J kot..maen2 je keje die nih*

.
11.Addicted to anything?
*chocolates..adoi..x mo gemokz amik ni bnyk2*
.
12.Do you like anyone now?
*ade2..zed zaidi (iye2..actor tu..)..haha*
.
13.When was the last time you sang out loud?
*baru kejap tadi..pagi yg gelap, kini sudah terang(lagu hujan..)*
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14.What did you have for breakfast?
*nasi goreng..*
.
15.Is your birthday on a holiday?
*tidak2..*
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16.Can you cook?
*ermm..tgk r msk ape..*
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17.Did you have a nap today?
*not yet maa*
.
18.What was the reason you got in trouble last time?
*trtdo...*
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19.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
*baju kurung..haha*
.
20.When is your birthday?
*31 october 1989*
.
21.Do you swear a lot?
*???*
.
22.Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
*sekarang tgh pakai baju kurung, time raye kan..tgh tnggu org dtg*
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23.Do you have any regrets?
*too many22..*
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24.What was your first alcoholic drink?
*isy2..mane de..*
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25.What color are your favorite shoes?
*white*
.
26.Who would you like to see right now?
*fazdlin..miss her so much laa..A.J pon leh r msuk list*
.
27.Are you a social or antisocial person?
*ntah*
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28.Have the cops ever come by your house?
*x pernah*
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29.Ever been in love?
*yeahh..ade kot..*
.
30.Ever had braces?
*yup2!!..sgt sakit woooo..tapi berbaloi..*
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31.Who was the first person to really break your heart?
*mane ingat..klu time kecik2 tu..*
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32.What do you wear to bed?
*T-shirt bese je..*
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33.Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
*kehidupan aku brpindah-randah dulu, so..x de kwn rapat..stakat ni fazdlin laa kot*
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34.Who was the last person to disappoint you?
*my lil bro, jefry..die tuduh saye amik duit raye die..waa..fitnah!*
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35.Do you trust people?
*NO*
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36.Who was the first person you talked to today?
*my mother*
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37.Who was the first person to text you today?
*my cousin, shakira-bile bley raye ni?..haha*
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38.What was the first thing you did this morning?
*amik hp, dgr lagu dygta*

39.what are you doing ryte now?
*tgh tnggu org dtg umah raye*
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40.what is the last thing u want to say?
*life is too short to wake up with regret..ahakz..(x de motif ckp ni)*


Friday, October 3, 2008

mimpi

semasa menulis post ini, baru terjage dr mimpi itu
mimpi seorg perempuan cun di bunuh dgn kejam
dan diletakkan di bonet belakang kereta

aku trjage..tetapi sambung tido semula..
mimpi itu berulang sekali lagi..
dan slepas itu, aku x nak smbung tdo lg..
takut...
aku terpikir, nape nk mimpi cmtu lak..
b4 tdo, xde plak aku pk or tgk cite psl bunuh2

kat sini ujan lebat
ni yg aku benci ASTRO nih..
bayar mahal2, x dpt tgk channel HBO sume..
aiyaa..tu yg sdap trtdo..

hurm..
eyp..cube tgk due2 pics kat bawah ni..


gambar 1


gambar 2

gmbr 1=ade syeikh muzaffar
gmbr 2=model mane2 ntah
hahaha..x ade ape2 pon..serupa tapi x same..mase beli brg smlm..
adik aku ckp..
"eyh..ni bukan syeikh muzaffar laa..da gune model laen"
tapi model budak baju merah tu, still same..
baju due2 pon still samer..
kah3..




eyh2..pehal lak tujuan aku letak gmbr yg ni??
x ade ape2...saje je
dok promote ape yg ade kat pasaraya bintang kat rawang

ok laa..
papai~
nak pi mkn kek chocolate..yummmy2...

(mkn je keje aku..)

nerozumim

ntah btol or x..
mksud post ni, dlm bahase czech..
ialah
i dont understand..
kalau A.J tipu, tipu la..

apekah kemerepekan aku kali ini?

aku ingin luahkan soalan2 lazim yg sering dilemparkan kpdku..
apatah lg lagi di musim prayaan ini
mkcik2 yg dtg ke umah
mahupon, aku yg ke umah mreka

stdy mane skang??
(klj mara srembn)

blaja ape kat sane
(amik IB)

ape tu
(erm...mls explain-cam a-level la..issyy..klu la depa phm IB tu ape..)

lpas tu, nak amik course ape?
(erm..cmne aku nk axplain..klu ckp tindikan pon,bkn depa paham
so, aku ckp je..nak jd ckgu mrsm je..)

mule la dahi mereka berkerut..eyh..kamu skola mane dulu?
(mrsm jasin..)

laa..ni mesti stret A punye kan..nape x amik medic?
(heyy..knape??..heloo..salah ke nk jd ckgu?..
ape jasin tu sume nk produce docs je ke..
engineering je ke?..bosan aku..sket2 klu tnye sket..
medic rusia la..india la..mesir la...mane2 lg la slagi leh wat medic tu..)

skang ni..bile org tnye..ak jawab je..
x minat amik medic
(padahal punye la minat sgt22..)
sjak kecik nk jd doc..nk jd pakar sakit puan..
x maen2 punye..
x pe laa..depa x paham..
nnt bile ak jd ckgu..aku produce bnyk2 docs..

Thursday, October 2, 2008

post raye..

mlm raye papa da pesan..

"esok pagi raya mcm bese ye..mcm tahun2 yg lepas..bangun awal...solat jemaah subuh semua orang..jgn bngun lmbat.."

pesan beliau kepada kami semua..

yeah~
mase azan brbunyi, kami satu kluarga da siap2 utk jemaah brsama..
lpas tu..papa bertakbir..
sayu je dgr..
lpas tu, siap2 pkai baju raye...
pi raye umah nenek lak
naseb baek umah nnek due2 belah mama n papa
dekat je..
1 kmpung..so, x de hal sgt la

bermaaf-maafan dgn sanak saudara
bese la tu
pak andak, mak teh, maklong, mak ngah..
sume ada laa
raye kali ni best laa
abg boy da balik dr US
abg adek da balik dr UK..
n depa da keje..so,kne la bg duit raye kan....
yeaa~best2..

bersama2 sepupu2 belah papa


bersama2 nenek..

ari ni, pegi raye umah teacher linda..
sgt ramah n baek hati orgnye..
ak tmbh due kali spagheti kat umah die..
kuih2 raye die pon sdap..
adoi..
part2 ni yg x best nih time raye
b4 tu, da mkn laksa n 2 kali tmbh gak kat umah mak teh..
rendang, lemang nenek dll
jgn ckp laa

rose, ingat!
jgn melantak bnyk sgt..
ingat sket~