November Rain by Gun N Roses

Esok hari last SPM 2019. Paper Prinsip Akaun.
22/11/2019 hari last persekolahan. and I am still here. writing this at home. (Is this place really called a home?-kuarters guru B-2-2 MRSM SAS)
I always wonder what home means me to? Home is suppose to be a safe haven and a comfort zone. A place to build memories with beloved ones. Or it is only a phrase because I heard somewhere home is where the heart is. I dont know bout you. But sometimes I feel that I am very far from home.

Oh gosh. I miss writing here. How I wish I can pour all my thought, memories and everything here. But time is gold. I cant write anywhere anytime like I used to before. Time is limited. Time will heal. Time is everything. But wait. Why blame time. I should only blame myself for not putting any effort to write. I guess I should write more often, but the thing is... I only froze in front of the laptop. I blinked. Then I switch off the laptop. Today, I have the courage to write.

35 more days to 2020. When I reflect back all the things I did this year. I feel honored. I am 30 this year. I've loved and I've lost. I've had mine and you've had yours.
After everything I've been through, despite what other people might have talked about me behind my back. I dont really care actually, well yeah sometimes I might want to know what other people said bout me, but I cant really control what people gonna talk about me. So, I choose not to know.
They said ''ignorance is a bliss'' - it do well to me sometimes.

I need to focus more on growing myself. For example, I will step up my skincare routine, I will take care my body more often, do things that makes me happy, do more savings for travel etc. I care for people that I loved. For people who always been there for me, ups and downs. Because I have this in my mind-  You should keep and care for those who can see your sadness behind your smile.

THANK YOU 2018. You have been wonderful to me. Yes, not all wonderful, honestly. But I dont want to think too much on the negative and horror part. Only Allah can judge me. Because He is the one who write the story for me and I will continuously pray that I am always under his Guidance and Blessing to the right path for me. InsyaAllah

Bukan Mudah

It is not easy
There is no easy way.
Sometimes I lose my words.
Sometimes I break down and cry

It's not easy to put a smile on your face everyday
There is no one there to help you
Sometimes I build the high wall around me
Sometimes I run to my secret place

I told myself everything gonna be okay
I keep on reminding myself to forgive myself everyday
Because the guilt can eat you from inside and haunting you
Forever.

sejahtera

Itu dalam bahasa melayu.
Kalau dalam English?

peaceful and prosperous, tranquil, calm and undisturbed, safe

Tenanglah wahai hati.
Walau berat mana diuji. Teruskan senyum.
Teruskan bangun. Biarpun merangkak.Tetap bergerak ke hadapan.

“Peace is the result of retraining your mind to process life as it is, rather than as you think it should be.” —Wayne W. Dyer

heee~ Thank you Mas! For always being there for me..I really appreciate it ;)

Semoga dipermudahkan urusan kau bersalin nanti ni..nak dekat dah tu...

Truth

One of the best quotes that ever came out of a Star Wars movie was when Obi-Wan said that our truths depend on our point of view. This is something that the buddhist teachers in India are always said – don’t be so solid, stiff and rigid. Your truth is not the next person’s truth. Truth is not always truth.

“Fear is the path to the Dark Side. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.” Yoda, Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace

Fear starts wars. It starts fights. It upsets our mind’s and makes us stressed and anxious. And the funny thing is – most of the time the fear is unnecessary.

random pics

Nak serious blogging semula boleh tak?

Hehe.semoga istiqamah semangat nak menulis.Maybe ada hp baru ni semangat sikit kan?

mana laaa tahu...*hembus-hembus habuk sawang*

So before delete gambar-gambar di hp mari tempek di sini dulu.

Haaa..nampak ke tu?if tak nampak sila zoom...Tahniah anak-anak ting 5 spm 2017!..apa pun result korang selamat menempuh alam baru selepas ni..SPM je kann..korang boleh!..

 Macam ni lah keadaan bilik guru malam2 di jabatan maths di mrsm _________. haha kena fill in the blanks sendiri.Kang kalau search nama mrsm keluar pulak blog ni kan. bagus ye awal tahun dah ada kesedaran nak belajar maths dan add maths..pantang ckgu datang kejap je nak amik barang sebenarnya..kena tahan tanya soalan..ai iz happy uols ada semangat camtu.

barisan guru-guru asrama puteri atau singkatannya GURASPURI... haa glemer tak glemer singkatan...ada dua orang je yang takde dalam gambar ni..alhamdulillah team guraspuri semuanya bersemangat menjalankan tugas (tak semangat bila parents marah2 hal kecik, dan oh ye..ada yang takde adab sebab takde salam takde ape tiba2 marah2 call kul 5 pagi suruh tengokkan anak dia..eh ehh...nasib bukan aku yang dapat tu..free free je kena maki if aku yang dapat call camtu..patut la anak2 skang semakin kurang hajarrrr..kat rumah perangai dah biasa tengok parents buat perangai tak baik)

eh panjang pulak membebel.ahaha~

saja pinjam buku Linda untuk ajar tuisyen form 3..ehehe..ajar tuisyen kat mana tuuuu.ada laaa~rahsia.hikkss..lepas tu ternampak tulisan Linda tulis Kay Kay....nak guling-guling gelak....comey sangat nihh..dah kawen pun adik perempuan aku sorang tuuu..pengantin baru tak baru jugak la kahwin Disember 2017 yang lepas.

comel tak buku resepi mak mentua aku ni?beliau bukak buku resepi nak masak tomyam...hehe..aku jenis main google je everytime nak masak apa2 yang baru..yelah..generasi lama2 mesti confirm ada buku resepi yang tulis cantik2 tu kan..berharga tu weyh..resepi turun temurun..

rasa happy dan bangga la jugak kan sebagai pengurus kelab taekwando bila anak2 didik dapat kejayaan..kita ni cikgu dapatlah menumpang kejayaan deme ni (kena guna deme sebab duduk perak so kena cakap perak). tahniah.tahun depan kita aim 5 pingat emas pulak ye. amin.

 ni gambar anak homeroom..saja amik gambar dia..ni tengah kelas belajar topik polygon..so semua orang kena belajar la melukis polygon..siapa tak melukis kena ketuk tangan..ahaha~mana boleh dah sekarang nak cubit2, ketuk2, denda bukan2..kita senyum kan aje tengok budak2 malas lepas bagi nasihat kann...ingat!..kena jaga pencen masing2 nanti.if ada kes kang tak pasal2 tak dpt pencen.hahaha.

ni gambar anak jiran yang comel..birthday yang ke-4 tahun..tq jiran bagi kami makan sedap!..terima kasih daun keladi..

okey.tq yg sudi singgah. 

Toodles!

iphone X ?

iphone 10 or iphone X.sama saja.
dah terjebak..tak boleh nak buat apa dah.

iphone 5c yang dah tak boleh on.

start dgn iphone 4.lepas tu iphone 5c.lepas tu iphone 10.



nak buat macam mana...bukannya saya ikut trend semasa...tetapi semua contact, notes etc ada dalam tu..kena gunakan apple id yang sama..hanya pengguna iphone yang akan memahami..bukan sebab nak kejar best sangat iphone tu..dah try android..pernah guna lenovo..pastu stuck stuck terus give up...atau saya yang malas explore..

yang iphone X tu seminggu dua je rasa lain sebab takde button home..lepas tu ok je..

tapi nak update blog ni still bukak laptop untuk menaip..old skool sangat..

take care everyone.pantas sangat masa berlalu..umur blog saya dah 10 tahun ;)

FEBRUARI

14 Februari 2010- Pertama kaki menjejakkan kaki di Auckland, New Zealand

13 Februari 2013- Lapor diri dengan MARA di Puskep, Lenggong dan secara rasmi menjadi ahli warga kerja MARA

27 Februari 2017- Lapor diri di MRSM SAS. Akhirnya pekeliling yang ditunggu tiba jua

23 Februari 2018- Mengiring pelajar ke MRSM Gerik untuk Kejohanan Silat dan Olahraga

Lotssss of love in February