hello october

someone's birthday is comingggggg~

after 10 years..if u know what i mean?*cheeky smile*
come on..
finally!..
opsssss..did i spill it out?

heks.
more unicorns and rainbows years ahead i must say
kan dah cakap before this.
there must be a reason for everything that happened in our life.
...and the hardest part is to find the reason behind it..
or  we may not find the reason but lucky enough to know later on that God not always give you what you want but always give you what you need in your life
so have faith with Him.

and i'm very grateful for who I am today..
special thanks to someone special coz u never give up on me and i've finally realized that you're always there for me and always the one who stand up for me
and i will never let you go again.

10 years.
lets celebrate it.
lets do this!

#nowplaying Never Let Me Go by Florence + The Machine

believe

"If you believe strongly in something,

don't be afraid to fight for it"

p/s: may Allah ease everything for me.amin.

Clocks, Coldplay

Come out of things unsaid,
shoot an apple of my head (and a)
Trouble that can't be named, tigers waiting to be tamed (singing)
You are, you are

Confusion never stops, closing walls and ticking clocks (gonna)
Come back and take you home, I could not stop, that you now know (singing)
Come out upon my seas, curse missed opportunities (am I)
A part of the cure, or am I part of the disease (singing)

You are [x6]
And nothing else compares
Oh no nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

keep calm.keep calm.

take a deep breath.

faith

sorrow behind your smile.
love behind your anger.
reason behind your silence.

 “To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.”

—

George MacDonald

“Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.”

—

~Bob Marley

No One

 by Alicia Keys

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You could be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright
 

Chorus

People keep talking
They could say what they like
But all I know is
Everything's gonna be alright

And no one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel
For you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright

Repeat Chorus

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide something so real
So 'til the end of time
I'm telling you there is

No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

wordless wednesday

 


 p/s: new month already.and i'm not ready.

"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Chorus
Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

Chorus

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

Take Care

by Drake feat. Rihanna.


[Rihanna]

I know you’ve been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here’s what I’ll do
I’ll take care of you
I’ve loved and I’ve lost

[Drake: Verse 1]
I’ve asked about you and they told me things
But my mind didn’t change
And I still feel the same

What's a life with no fun? please don’t be so ashamed

I’ve had mine, you’ve had yours we both know
We know, they don’t get you like I will

My only wish is I die real

Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal

And you can’t sleep thinking that he lies still
So you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
Big girls all get a little taste
Pushing me away so I give her space

Dealing with a heart that I didn’t break
I’ll be there for you, I will care for you
I keep thinking you just don’t know

Trying to run from that, say you’re done with that
On your face girl, it just don’t show

When you’re ready, just say you’re ready
When all the baggage just ain’t as heavy

And the party's over, just don’t forget me

We’ll change the pace and we'll just go slow

You won’t ever have to worry,

You won’t ever have to hide
You've seen all my mistakes
So look me in my eyes

[Rihanna]

Cause if you let me, here’s what I’ll do
I’ll take care of you
I’ve loved and I’ve lost

[Drake: Verse 2]
Yeah
It’s my birthday, I'll get high if I want to

Can’t deny that I want you, but I'll lie if I have to
Cause you don’t say you love me
To your friends when they ask you

Even though we both know that you do (you do)

One time, been in love one time
You and all your girls in the club one time

All so convinced that you’re following your heart
Cause your mind don’t control what it does sometimes
We all have our nights though, don’t be so ashamed
I’ve had mine, you’ve had yours, we both know
We know, you hate being alone

You ain’t the only one

You hate the fact that you bought the dream
When they sold you one

You love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somethin’ to save you
Instead they say,
Don't tell me, I don't care
If you hurt, I don't tell you
You don't care, if you're true

Don't tell me, I don't care
If you hurt, I don't tell you
You don't care, if you're true

[Rihanna]

I know you’ve been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here’s what I’ll do
I’ll take care of you
I’ve loved and I’ve lost

Beck - Everybody's gotta learn sometimes

 This is a soundtrack from the movie, Eternal Sunshine.
I love both.the movie and also the song
:)

Quiet

in your quite moments, what do u think about?
how far u've come, or how far u have to go?
your strengths, or your weaknesses?
the best that might happen, or the worst that might come to be?

in your quite moments, pay attention to your thoughts.
because maybe, just maybe, the only thing that needs to shift in order for u to experience more happiness, more love, and more vitality,
is your way of thinking.

bercampur baur

and yeah.wake up so early in the morning.sipping hot tea.alone.

class start in one more day.urgh.

excited?happy?stressful?anxious?all come in one package.

a lot of thinking.decision to be made.and other things that make me worry.

been listening to this one song since yesterday, over and over again.


what was said 
what was done  
as the time had a ride  
all the ways we could run  
all the things we could try oh my, 
could you tell me where this is going to lead?

and all the lights are shining on the sea  
as the rolling waves crash along the beach
 
and our minds were meant to sail  
take a rest from our thoughts 
take a break from this world  
and we'll feel miles away 
from the places that we used to be

i have hope and faith.

i close my eyes.and i know its real.

hold my hand.lets do this.

i put my trust on you.

your guardian angel

When I see your smile,

Tears run down my face

I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
And seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.


I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here for you.
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay.
Stay.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

nimi garang

huu.baca notes sambil baring2.

then, tengok nimi. "haip, guling2 plaks dia.
bangun2"

harhar.
angkat nimi.

 saya sejuk, lapar, mengantuks.

okey.esok paper yang paling cuak untuk sem ini.
doakan saya.
sekian terima kasih.

Miles Away

We watched the light as it set from the sun
all the ways we could run all the ways we could run
oh my can you see the light from outer space

What was said what was done as the time had arrived

all the ways we could run all the things we could try
oh my can you tell me where this is gonna lead

and all the lights are shinning on the sea
as the rolling waves crash along the beach

And our minds were meant to sail
take a rest from our thoughts

take a break from this world
and we'll feel miles away from the places that we used to be

as we lay in the sand and we stare at the sky
watch the moon dance in white as the stars light your eyes
oh my there's no place on earth I'd rather be

and my this night just don't feel real
But I can feel your touch promise you won't let go

And our minds were meant to sail
take a rest from our thoughts

take a break from this world
and we'll feel miles away from the places that we used to be

senyum

dan tersenyum lebarlah.
suka.
after all, it takes two to tango
:)

Kasih Bumi

amaran: ini bukan tentang pencinta alam.
haha.

ini link untuk tengok cerita Kasih Bumi tu.huu~

banyak pengajaran tersirat.so, aku suka cerita ini.
hello, bukan sebab suka hero cerita ni.errr.iye iye.memang la suka.
tapi lebih kepada jalan cerita kot, walaupun ending cerita ni erm ermm.

okthanksbye.

"It's not about if we get married first. It's more about if our marriage will last"




-semalam hari yang agak sedih.tapi, biasalah.kita kena tengok certain benda dari perpekstif yang positif jugak lah kan.somehow, mungkin ada sedikit lega di situ
-tapi bila mana part, ada orang samakan kita dengan "orang lain", tambahan plak yg "orang lain" itu ialah individu yg kita tak suka..tak tahulah rasa macam mana.sedih, frust, tersedar mungkin?rupanya perangai kita sama je macam "orang lain" tu rupanya.haha.tak sukanya.senyum je lah.


yup.frust.sangat frust.terima kasih.

I feel the sun creeping up like tick-tock

ececeh.tajuk post nak mike posner sangatlah kan.ahaha~

hmmm.. we can't win over all hearts.

You can't make everybody like you,
You don't even like everybody.

hey you.yup.you.remember, dont let the past ruin your future :)

jangan stress dan amik pusing sangat benda-benda yang tak membantu ni okes.
sedih memang sedih.plus emo jugak haihh :P

Selalulah beringat ada lagi orang lain yang lebih teruk diuji dari kita.

Selalulah bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada sekarang ni.

haihh.dah suka lagu ni.i mean this version la.bukan version asal.salah kamu la ni.haha~

 I stay running from tomorrow 

well I stay running from tomorrow

am i?

the first person u remember as u wake up in the morning?

or

the last person u think of before sleeping at night?

or

both.

am i the one?