.

less than 3 months i guess.
do not make small things ruin everything.
i am trying.
smile rose.please smile.

time is running out

:(

"I Don't Want To Miss A Thing"

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Chorus
Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

Chorus

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

Pardon Me

by Incubus.ahakss.[suka je dengar lagu tu]
but for now bukan nak cakap pasal lagu.

pardon me.

bulan-bulan puasa upload segala gambar makanan.
ampun.

i scroll my mobile photo album.here it goes by timeline.

::Farewell party for Lala.

Caramel popcorn


Kumara chips 


:: Sweet escape to Paihia
 
Fish and Chips

::Homemade keropok lekor by beloved housemates.[sedap!]



::Raviz at Custom Street [suka tempat ni!]

mango lassi-kulfi-butter prown-royal chicken-rice


::Snow Ice [this time try something else, not snow ice anymore.harhar]

waffle and crepes  (forgot the specific name for this one)


:: Potluck Dinner after Bersatu

bihun goreng, biscuits, puding roti,murtabak megi, pizza, apple crumble etc
too many food to be mention here :)

::buah zaitun :(
 
mama nakal send gambar ni kat whatsapp buat akak mengidam.hadoi.


::Mustard Seed
 
 
ikan masak asam-nasi-laksa-char kuew teow goreng
phewww.kenyang amat :)

for this time.
i wanna do things right.
more than the right things.
hopefully.

my bad.my fault.pls forgive me.

add.drop.swap.edit

penat tahu nak susun jadual.
pilih subjek sendiri.lepas pilih kena check kena tak dengan requirement.
ape prerequisite yang ada.etc.
lepas tu try masuk semua kelas yang ada.haha.
rasanya tiap sem macam tu.kecuali masa first year.

tak nak subjek ni sebab kelas awal pagi sangat.
tak nak subjek ni sebab ada banyak programming
tak nak subjek ni sebab banyak discussion and presentation
tak nak subjek ni sebab banyak essay kena tulis
tak nak subjek ni sebab kelas habis lewat petang sangat.dah malam.

lepas tu pening.miahaha. lepas tu clash sana sini jadual.
kena susun balik.pilih semula.klik lagi dan lagi.
tunggu concession requests lepas.before tu mengarang kenapa nak apply concession

 

mula-mula

lepas tu

lepas tu lagi

FINALLY.

pheewww.

nyummy

okey.saje nk letak gambar2 makanan yang dah ditelan sepanjang kat christchurh hari tu.

harharhar.memang takde keja kan letak gambar makanan time bulan puasa ni.

ampunnnnnnn.

tapi nak letak jugak.hoyeh.

eel terriyaki

dobbuki

fries and burger at mcD

bubble tea with pearl- caramel and honey dew

 subway-tuna footlong

during Bersatu dinner

hers

his

di sebalik tembikai merah tu ada apple crumble with cream

sweet.literally :)

thanks kamu sebab bangun dan amikkan semua ni.hihi.semua jenis cakes ni aku suka.haha

At Sakura

salmon terriyaki

takoyaki

dalam flight Air Newzealand, nak balik Auckland

"Each happiness of yesterday is a memory for tommorow"
=)

new addiction

ehem.
dah nak balik for good baru discover benda ni.hadui.

taraaaaaa~

abaikan surat khabar cina kat latar belakang tu eh.buat lapik kat meja mkn rumah ni.
takde siapa yg boleh cakap/tulis cina kat umah ni.

hoho.manyak sedap ini coklat wa cakap sama lu.
mula-mula memang rasa macam teragak-agak nak letak dalam bakul shopping tapi sebab perisa macadamia dah habis masa tu, maka tangan macam ringan je kan nak cuba-cuba la kononnya.
haiyaaaa.sekali dah suka sangat la plaks.huuu.jatuh cinta pandang pertama, tapi dalam kes ni kunyahan pertama kot.haha.

haippp.ini semua sebab ada orang tu mengidam nak makan coklat whittaker lah katakan.
tapi dia tak nak yang almond, coconut,hazelnut, caramel etc.
[ape motif list semua perisa whittaker kat sini.hoho.abaikan]..
dalam banyak-banyak perisa sedap whittaker, dia tetap nak yang tak ada kacang or etc dalam tu kan.lepas tu aku pening yang mana satu pilihan hati..lepas tu baru sedar kewujudan percentage cocoa tu.33%, 50%, 62% dan 72%..muahaha.tergelak sorang-sorang kat situ.sebab selama ni memang amik almond, macadamia or caramel.tak pernah pulak membelek perisa yang lain.tu yang amik peanut butter tu sebab macam cool je perisa tu.woot woot.



haaa.dah puas hati dapat coklat idaman hati [?]

p/s: korang yang tak pernah makan whittaker peanut butter ni please lah try okes?haha.dah macam promoter aku ni.

summary

i may not be able to put in words or much detail bout it.
but i cherish every moment during bersatu.
i keep on smiling every time i'm thinking of it.hoho.


therefore, for each and every word i've listed above has its own definition for me.*sigh*
ahaksss.

one of the best.definitely it is.too sad because i really want to be there again.huu~
*mix feeling*

i feel grateful.
thanks friends and love.

im gonna miss all of these.

ramadhan

selamat berpuasa kalian semua. 

p/s:Ramadhan terakhir di Auckland 
:(

Take Care

by Drake feat. Rihanna.


[Rihanna]

I know you’ve been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here’s what I’ll do
I’ll take care of you
I’ve loved and I’ve lost

[Drake: Verse 1]
I’ve asked about you and they told me things
But my mind didn’t change
And I still feel the same

What's a life with no fun? please don’t be so ashamed

I’ve had mine, you’ve had yours we both know
We know, they don’t get you like I will

My only wish is I die real

Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal

And you can’t sleep thinking that he lies still
So you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
Big girls all get a little taste
Pushing me away so I give her space

Dealing with a heart that I didn’t break
I’ll be there for you, I will care for you
I keep thinking you just don’t know

Trying to run from that, say you’re done with that
On your face girl, it just don’t show

When you’re ready, just say you’re ready
When all the baggage just ain’t as heavy

And the party's over, just don’t forget me

We’ll change the pace and we'll just go slow

You won’t ever have to worry,

You won’t ever have to hide
You've seen all my mistakes
So look me in my eyes

[Rihanna]

Cause if you let me, here’s what I’ll do
I’ll take care of you
I’ve loved and I’ve lost

[Drake: Verse 2]
Yeah
It’s my birthday, I'll get high if I want to

Can’t deny that I want you, but I'll lie if I have to
Cause you don’t say you love me
To your friends when they ask you

Even though we both know that you do (you do)

One time, been in love one time
You and all your girls in the club one time

All so convinced that you’re following your heart
Cause your mind don’t control what it does sometimes
We all have our nights though, don’t be so ashamed
I’ve had mine, you’ve had yours, we both know
We know, you hate being alone

You ain’t the only one

You hate the fact that you bought the dream
When they sold you one

You love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somethin’ to save you
Instead they say,
Don't tell me, I don't care
If you hurt, I don't tell you
You don't care, if you're true

Don't tell me, I don't care
If you hurt, I don't tell you
You don't care, if you're true

[Rihanna]

I know you’ve been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here’s what I’ll do
I’ll take care of you
I’ve loved and I’ve lost

Beck - Everybody's gotta learn sometimes

 This is a soundtrack from the movie, Eternal Sunshine.
I love both.the movie and also the song
:)

Quiet

in your quite moments, what do u think about?
how far u've come, or how far u have to go?
your strengths, or your weaknesses?
the best that might happen, or the worst that might come to be?

in your quite moments, pay attention to your thoughts.
because maybe, just maybe, the only thing that needs to shift in order for u to experience more happiness, more love, and more vitality,
is your way of thinking.

frisbee

miahaha.gelak dan senyum sorang2 bila tengok gambar-gambar ni.riang habis main kat domain.
haaa.sekarang senyum gelak la.nanti konfem nangis rindu semua.cis.
thanks kat photographer.memang capture the memories habis ni.
suka semua gambar sebab macam-macam expression ade.ngeh2.

oh, btw time ni tak pakai sport attire sbb tak plan pun nak pegi domain main.kat uni kot time tu,ada orang ajak main frisbee sbb training bersatu, so random dan pergi je lah.heee.cam poyo jek pakai jeans dan bukan kasut sukan plaks tu.huehuehue.

rain

first day of school.
yeah.
raining all day.
mood tak elok.
there's nothing makes me smile today.
at least one.none.
tired.im tired.
i need ice cream now.like seriously.duhh.

ha ah.tukar nama blog.

kali ketiga tukar dalam tempoh 4 tahun blog ni wujud.

bercampur baur

and yeah.wake up so early in the morning.sipping hot tea.alone.

class start in one more day.urgh.

excited?happy?stressful?anxious?all come in one package.

a lot of thinking.decision to be made.and other things that make me worry.

been listening to this one song since yesterday, over and over again.


what was said 
what was done  
as the time had a ride  
all the ways we could run  
all the things we could try oh my, 
could you tell me where this is going to lead?

and all the lights are shining on the sea  
as the rolling waves crash along the beach
 
and our minds were meant to sail  
take a rest from our thoughts 
take a break from this world  
and we'll feel miles away 
from the places that we used to be

i have hope and faith.

i close my eyes.and i know its real.

hold my hand.lets do this.

i put my trust on you.

your guardian angel

When I see your smile,

Tears run down my face

I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
And seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.


I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here for you.
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay.
Stay.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.

dilema

salam kak lela.ni rose.huhu.nak tanye.dulu kan,akak amik stats 370 ok tak ek?hihi

Yup akak ambek mase 3rd year 2nd sem..kalo rose minat finance course tu menarik..tp course tu even lecturer pon admit antara course plg susah..try la dlu gi die punye class..die ade 2 parts..satu yg mmg stats punye knowledge..lg satu part math n derivation..akak rase rose iA ok kot since dah ade basic math ^^

alamak.takots la plaks dgr.tp rose mcm minat.hmm.akak still simpan tak material sbjek tu?

Akak dah shipping smua blk mlaysia last year la rose..kalo ade kawan boleh je nk buat..sape ajar 370 this year?

robert chan.huhu.same ke dgn akak dulu?ade byk coding2 mcm math lab tak sbjek tu?mcm rose je nk amik sbjek tu.huk3.cuak2.tp kne amik sbb nk cukupkan syarat.kne amik sbjek tu or maths 362.kne pilih

Akak dlu pon yg maths punye part robert chan..robert baek gile kalo gi tanye soklan asgmt die kasi jwpm tros hehe..mase time akak dlu buat R je..tu pon basic sgt..lgpon rose dah biase buat asgmt 302..knape x buat stats325?325 akak rase senang..lect pon baek

sbb result stats 210 sy tak bagus.tak cukup syarat nk amik 325 tu.nnt nk jumpe akak kot.nk tanye psl sbjek ni.klu akak diberi pilihan kene amik maths 362 & stats 370 kan,akak amik yg mane.sy kne pilih antare due sbjek tu skang.klu tak,x leh grad

Haha akak xbrani nk bg recommendation rose sbb subject hons yg akak buat last year akak rase tu subject plg sng tp bile k syima buat taun ni die ckp susah gile huhu..maths 362 akak xbuat..tp rmai kwn akak yg buat n dpt A..diorg ckp lg ok drpd 361..370 penah ade kwn akak yg fail 2x..akak minat stats so klau akak mmg akak buat 370 tp course tu agak risky lg2 rose nk buat sengsorg..tu pendpt akak la..rose try la gi dua2 class..tgk yg mane lg ok

;)

final