eh.

 gambar moyang dan nenek masa muda

 gambar nenek yg belakang sekali.

thanks mama sebab scan n upload gambar nenek.hihi.

tersentuh.

why lately senang sangat terasa hati.
even benda benda kecik senang sangat mata berair.
orang ni cakap sikit terasa.orang refuse permintaan/pelawaan sikit terasa.
semua nak terasa hati susah la beb.haih.
kenapa ni rose?suka fikir pelik-pelik.
kalau ini.kalau itu.mungkin ke camni.mungkin ke camtu.
tak perlu kot banyak sangat fikir.
memang la tak nak fikir, konon nak ikut the flow.
tapi akhirnya terkenang jugak, terfikir jugak.
haih.haih.
keep calm.
:)

nescafe

another two weeks of school before the study week begin.hehu.
marilah merajinkan diri supaya tak ponteng kelas dan kalau boleh datang kelas di awal waktu.
the last two weeks sebagai seorang pelajar universiti.ngeh2.
yup.nervous je nak final exam.

p/s: dah seminggu lebih masuk bulan oktober baru nak update blog.
memang tak nak bangun-bangun.takde sape nak kejut walaupun september dah habis.

oh.dapat free drink tadi.lepas habis kelas beratur kat Quad.dapat air free siapa tak nak.

Lazy

last day of september.
im just too lazy to write anything in this blog.
im not busy at the moment.
im not not busy at the moment too
kekeke~

yup.start esok dah boleh cakap camni, "next month aku balik mesia.okes"

sekian.

"what's it like?''

"what's it like?' She asked.
"depression?"
she waiting a second and whispered "yeah.."

"Depression is like a tornado, there's nothing you can do but sit and wait,
and finally when the storm is over...you are left with the destruction.
The scars on your body,the puffy eyes from crying,the exhaustion from fighting a losing battle.
It's consuming."

source:anonymous

keep calm.keep calm.

take a deep breath.

Don't cry

by Guns N' Roses

Last night, we're sitting on my bed.
[we=my housemates and I]
discussing, talking, laughing.
it has been 2 years of living together.

i guess it is less than 2 months from now.
its really hard for me.like Lala said, cherish every moment.
too many things to do.

eg: email dan confirmkan tarikh flight tiket balik, pilih tarikh nak matikan bond rumah, matikan akaun internet, tutup akaun bank rumah, matikan bil elektrik,garage sales, makan or visit kat tempat-tempat tertentu dgn housemates for the last time, masak benda-benda yang maybe kat mesia susah je nak dapat, spend quality time with dearest and many many moreeeee.
but of course yang paling penting dan utama ialah study untuk final.

pejam celik pejam celik.
macam mana eh nak explain feeling sekarang.
tak boleh explain sebab memang mix habis.
=(