sometimes..

Sometimes small things in Life hurts a lot…

If you don’t agree with me….

Then.....

TRY SITTING ON A PIN



p/s- i told myself i won't miss you, but i remember..

.SENGAL.

to ena, seperti yg aku cakap..
hanya ko yg paham post ni..
hahaha..sengal2..
sengal sungguh kan..
tapi lega bila dah lepas..
selama 2 tahun aku wat IB kat KMS ni, hari ini adalah first time bagi aku
menjejakkan kaki di blok akademik bersama ena
pada pukul 7 pagi kerana hal itu..
buat mama, terima kasih atas message yg diberi seawal pagi itu..
ianya sungguh bermakna buat akak..
kepada rumates..terima kasih buat kalian juga atas sokongan yg diberikan..
again..sengal sungguh perkara itu....
arrgghh...benci sungguh sebenarnya apabila teringatkannya..
(sengal di sini bermaksud...entahlah..sesuatu perkara yg mendatangkan perasaan tidak senang mungkin..-->sesuka hati aku je bagi definition)

ena..sila komen..
=)

p/s-to ena, lepas ni boleh buang buku kaler oren tu kan...kan..??

me and ena..

random

Today, as usual, during english class my beloved english teacher will always love to share with us some motivational or inspirational stories or advices to us..

But for this time, she said common things for us to do at this moment as the final exam is just less than 3 months from now..for examples:-
-Take a good care of your health
-Keep a good relationship with people around you(parents, friend, teachers)

And bla..bla..things which i already heard bout it before..
But, one of her advices that caught my attention is this one:

“if you have girlfriend or boyfriend, please don’t dump or jilt her/him during this moment…wait her/him to finish up her/his exam to the last day..
then only you can do that on that last day…maybe during this time she/he’s really need your support, but suddenly you left him/her without strong reason…you’ll never know what will happen to her/him if you do that..”

And the whole class start to burst into laughter..me too..
ermmm..
i think this part can also be apply to anyone who feel she/he is having bf/gf who will going to face big examination..
apa salahnya kan..tunggu je la she/he habis exam dulu..
dan lepas tu..boleh je nak dump kan dia..kan..kan??
bertolak ansurlah sikit..
manalah taw, she/he really need u to be by her/his side..
here, the meaning of by her/his side,
doesnt mean u have to be with her/him all the time..
cukup je sekadar brtanyakan camne hari ni..ok ke study..
untuk mnunjukkan yg u care kat die..walaupun sbnarnya langsung tak pon..
am i rite to say all of these things..


again..it's all about menjaga hati..
menjaga hati sendiri & orang lain...
think bout it..

solitary state mode

sometimes, i think being heartless person is good..
am i rite??..

i dont know what to say here..
so many things i feel inside..

yeah..kadang2 aku memang emosional sket..
and lepas tu mulelah menukar status YM sesuka hati
spt "i hate u" or "menjaga hati"
or kpd ape2 sajelah depends on situation tu.
but sometimes, i not really mean it pon..
tapi kadang2 kite tidak sedar yg kite dah sakitkan hati
or buat org lain kecik hati dgn kite..
tapi, bile dah sedar, kite minta maaf atas perbuatan kite..
n kite akan berusaha untuk jage hati org tu..
tapi, walaupun dah mintak maap..
maybe orang tu dah tak rase mcm dulu lg..
but, seriously..i feel bad bout it..
n i am really22 sorry bout it..
i should understand u more..

actually, it is confusing when someone said to u that..
"u know, i'm afraid of losing u"..
but, a week later..plus, it is a night of valentine's day..
she/he might said "can we just be friend?"...
and she/he start to say things like..
-sepatutnya tak mcm ni dulu n bla3..bla3..
-i'm not gud enuff for u laaa..there's someone better laa..

to the person that is in confusing..
u heard it rite??..just back off...bcoz she/he is not going to make it up again..
she/he might be busy all the time and she/he has no time for u at all..
u should know that it is totally wrong from the beginning ..
u should bear in mind that things like this might occurs..
jangan confuse2 or sad or terasa hati or merajuk anymore..
she/he dont even care pon becoz she/he had already make it clear to u rite..
but i know..deep inside..u always wish something like this will never happen..
u still hope things get better and better..
nevermind, being friends doesnt mean u must stop love her/him like before..
who knows, maybe one day...
she/he will realize bout ur feelings towards her/him..
time will heal..
time is short to wake up with regret...

like always..menjaga hati is all u can do..
make menjaga hati sendiri is ur top priority..
before u think bout menjaga hati other people..

-solitary state mode-

solitude

ignore..

rose, keep on smiling please..

al-kisah buah zaitun..

semalam aku & rab pegi joging..
macam biasalah..2 in 1..
sambil joging, kire on the way pegi seremban parade tu..
tak pun singgah bistro, or keluarkan duit or
tengok2 barang or beli brg2 makanan..

entah macam mane boleh lupa, klu nak kuar jog tu..
aku mesti ingatkan diri aku jgn bawak duit lebih dari RM 5..
sebab nanti mcm2 la aku nak beli kat SP tu nnt..
tapi smlm, aku bawak gak lebih..
so, lepas beli roti canai kat mamak bistro tu..(sebab ptg smalam tak mkn ayam)
aku temankan si rab beli brg2 makanan die...
huaa2..tibe2 aku trnampak 1 jenis makanan yg aku agak teringin makan seyh..
seriously aku teringin..terus capai je bende tu..
sbb aku fikir, drpd beli chocolate yg menggemukkan,
lebih baek beli bnde tu..
hahaha..sampai2 kat kaunter..akak tu tanye..

cashier: ape bende ni dik??
aku: ni namenye buah zaitun kering..
cashier:sedap ke??..ape rase die??
aku: rase cam lemak2 sket..hehe..takde la..(dlm hati aku berkata-kata gak: mestilah rase bende ni sedap, kalau tak buat apa aku bazir RM 6.90 untuk beli bnde ni yg byk ni je..)
cashier:oohh...

so, dgn murah hatinya..lepas bayar bende tu..
aku bagi la akak tu rase 2-3 ketul..haha..
muke die berkerut-kerut mase makan..
takpelah..at least, die dah kenal & dah taw cmne rase buah zaitun kegemaran aku tu..

lawatan ke rawang & ipoh

my beloved klamates-enna, farah & aqila telah memutuskan untuk menginap di rawang sebelum meneruskan perjalanan ke hospital ipoh..
pada sabtu paginya itu, satu family aku n mereka bertiga tu pegi melawat emak emosah di hospital ipoh itu..
kali terakhir family aku lalu kat highway utara-selatan ialah semasa menghantar aku membuat CAS di zoo taiping..
mase itu, aku menginap kat umah emosah la..
famly die sgt baek kat kami semua yg wat CAS kat zoo taiping tu..
sampai kat hospital ipoh dalam pukul 12.30 tgh ari cmtu..
bila smpai sane baru aku sedar, yg aku memang tak kuat sbnarnya..
aku tak naklah cerita apa yg aku saksikan or sebagainya..
cukup aku nyatakan kat sini, bile smpai..tak lame lepas tu aku nangis..
mujurlah, keadaan selsema aku yg agak teruk time tu macam 'cover2' sket keadaan aku time tu yg dah sebak..
aku doakan emak emosah akan cepat sembuh & sehat sejahtera..amin2..

tgh penat sebenarnya ni..balik dari ipoh, pada belah malamnya itu,
kami semua pegi pasar malam kat bukit beruntung..
esok paginya, mama masak soto untuk sarapan..
sebelum balik kolej, sempat gak singgah low yat..
bukan ape...ade hal yg linda nak setelkan..
alhamdulillah..setel gak masalah die tu..
thanz papa, mama, linda n epi..sebab sabar layan kerenah kami semua ni..
dah2..nak taep lab report..let the pics je tell the stories..

dari kiri-linda-nina-enna-aqila-farah

sempat posing depan rumah...

singgah sebentar kat RNR tapah..

membeli buah-buahan..

papa n jefry khusyuk makan2..

manalah diorg yg lain ni..minum air dululah cmni..

di dalam kereta..

me & jefry..

p/s-to farah, enna & qila..nakalnya korang..mempergunakan adik aku ye..huaa3..isy2..

link ke post qila ttg lawatannya ke rumah aku..(klik sini)