Saturday, February 14, 2009

solitary state mode

sometimes, i think being heartless person is good..
am i rite??..

i dont know what to say here..
so many things i feel inside..

yeah..kadang2 aku memang emosional sket..
and lepas tu mulelah menukar status YM sesuka hati
spt "i hate u" or "menjaga hati"
or kpd ape2 sajelah depends on situation tu.
but sometimes, i not really mean it pon..
tapi kadang2 kite tidak sedar yg kite dah sakitkan hati
or buat org lain kecik hati dgn kite..
tapi, bile dah sedar, kite minta maaf atas perbuatan kite..
n kite akan berusaha untuk jage hati org tu..
tapi, walaupun dah mintak maap..
maybe orang tu dah tak rase mcm dulu lg..
but, seriously..i feel bad bout it..
n i am really22 sorry bout it..
i should understand u more..

actually, it is confusing when someone said to u that..
"u know, i'm afraid of losing u"..
but, a week later..plus, it is a night of valentine's day..
she/he might said "can we just be friend?"...
and she/he start to say things like..
-sepatutnya tak mcm ni dulu n bla3..bla3..
-i'm not gud enuff for u laaa..there's someone better laa..

to the person that is in confusing..
u heard it rite??..just back off...bcoz she/he is not going to make it up again..
she/he might be busy all the time and she/he has no time for u at all..
u should know that it is totally wrong from the beginning ..
u should bear in mind that things like this might occurs..
jangan confuse2 or sad or terasa hati or merajuk anymore..
she/he dont even care pon becoz she/he had already make it clear to u rite..
but i know..deep inside..u always wish something like this will never happen..
u still hope things get better and better..
nevermind, being friends doesnt mean u must stop love her/him like before..
who knows, maybe one day...
she/he will realize bout ur feelings towards her/him..
time will heal..
time is short to wake up with regret...

like always..menjaga hati is all u can do..
make menjaga hati sendiri is ur top priority..
before u think bout menjaga hati other people..

-solitary state mode-

5 comments:

-miyn- said...

salam.

ekceli p mana2 pun akan jumpak situasi ni. lagipun bukan semua org sedar kepentingan nk jaga hati org laen, sbb dh terbiasa jaga hati snirik ja.

yg boley buat, sabar je la. i know, lame answer, tp betul la kan..

..alicia-rnro.. said...

entahlah dik..
ape2 pon..menjaga hati itu penting..
tak kisahlah hati sape2 pon..

s.e said...

sbb tu la ada lagu menjaga hati. heh

s.e said...

sbb tu la ada lagu menjaga hati. heh

..alicia-rnro.. said...

S.E-yup..i think so..=P